It’s like I walk around with a fucking target on my chest or something. Every single thing I do gets criticised and ridiculed and I’m so fucking sick of it.

I’m sick of the insults. I’m sick of being degraded because of the way I look or act or approach things or whatever. Worry about your own problems and not mine.

I’m sick of being judged because I’m one of those ‘smarter’ people in the cohort. If you’ve got a problem with it just fucking say it to my face don’t tell everyone else you know and don’t spread fucking sick jokes and rumours about me to everyone.

I’m sick of people telling me I’m trusting the wrong people and people not trusting me or even giving me a chance. The sad reality is that I can’t trust anyone anymore so I’m not even going to bother.

I’m sick of fucking unintelligent whores thinking they can get me down because I made a mistake in my chemistry homework or a mistake on my English draft. For fuck’s, sake. No one has the right to put me down about anything school related and of all the things on this planet that fucking pisses me off the most.

I’m sick of people competing with me constantly on and on and on for that ‘number 1’ spot in anything. Who got the better maths mark, who has the better reputation, who has more exams and who is more prepared for them. Two words for you: FUCK OFF. Stop asking me when my exams are and how confident I am for them and go get the fucking common sense to study for your OWN exams.

And to top if off, I would honestly rather jump through my fucking window right now than go to the fucking semi formal. In all honesty it will be sluts walking around in heels that are too high for them and fuck wits forcing me into doing things I don’t want to. I’m so fucking sick of the bullshit that has happened to me because of one stupid night. If you have the immaturity to try and set me up with a fake partner because I rejected your friend then go back to fucking preschool, because honestly it’s not even worth my time.

I have 5 fucking exams to study for, and I should not have to spend my spare time that I could be using to actually prepare, trying to resolve any of this. Get some common sense, get some maturity and get the fuck away from me.

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